I am grateful that I'm still alive when I open my eyes.But I'll never know when i will be leaving this world. There are many things not done. Especially talking to my parents about approving my relationship with boyfriend and allowing me to convert. I know how much they have worked for me, give me the best in my life. But who will spend the rest of their lives with me? I can't let my parents take care of me forever. I don't know how to help them to open their heart to accept us.